Love has me in it's cruel grasp again. This time the object of my affection is John Silver of Treasure Planet. I kinda knew other girls liked him, but it still hurts when I see them with him. It's sad, really, loving someone who can't love you back, and yet, I still do. There's nothing I can do about it, I can't control other's feelings, nor can I control mine.

I feel like there's really no one just for me. Like I'm destined to be alone...again. I must be kidding myself if I think I can have nourishment for my hungry soul. This world is cruel and people made it that way. Maybe I am better off being alone. Even here, it's better for everyone if I'm alone. I'm too sharp-tongued, and too angry.

Suicide is for cowards. I am no coward. I plan on sticking it out, with honor. And just expressing love, with honor! But, I have many people telling me different things.

Nik-Nik: Characters aren't just for you, anyone can love them, as well as you. I know, it's hard, but just because someone drew themselves with someone you like doesn't mean you can't.

Persephone: Pheh, if you knew this would happen, why'dja go and get that feeling in the first place?!

Kinu: It's no use, just do as I do, I'm always the outsider. I don't let myself get those feelings. Just let it go and wander.

Rage: How dare they break your heart?! I shall smite them and I shall drink from their wounds!

Kinu: You drink blood from dead people? That's disgusting!

Rage: I am a goddess! I do whatever I want! If those girls cross me, I shall destroy them!

Nik-Nik: Do you destroy everyone who rubs you the wrong way? -_-

Rage: I can do anything I want! I'm a goddess!